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[ It's so much to take in at once.

And a few times she comes dangerously close to interrupting him, sputtering some syllable before shutting up again instead, and since Asahi is - as always - so easy to read it's also easy to see how her emotion progress as the talk goes on. But by the end, there's so many things she wants to say that she doesn't even know where to begin, which thread in her thoughts to follow first so she can respond to him when everything is whirling around this much.

Because there's the realisation that he didn't mean the confession. Or, well, he meant it, but not as a confession. And the idea that she misinterpreted that badly and it could've been much worse (what if he didn't like her after all, she would've looked like such an idiot for that question she asked on the network..) and it's just.. incredibly shameful to herself too, the idea she was fooled that easily. It's probably there that she sputters the most, getting a little more quiet after it again. Because the second point is something she already realised - that one girl she talked to, no doubt, unless he has even more than one of them-- but no, she does know he wouldn't lie. Not about that, not now, she doesn't need to see or not see a tail to know that.

The last part is actually where she gets the most quiet as she's thinking about it herself too. High standards, huh.. well, she guesses that's true, but.. there's no way she's the best girl for him either, right? But isn't that somehow what love is supposed to be about, about that compromise, about both working towards each other.. or, well, so she's heard, not like she knows much about it.

She does look at him, and despite having so many thoughts.. she can voice them later. There's something more important now, instead of starting to ramble about many things she should start with the main issue - the decision. The answer.

'If you can get past that'..

She knows she's immovable most of the time. But these issues aren't.. too big, right? Not big enough to stop her from somehow feeling that she should say yes - 'follow your heart', all those people said. Geez.. ]

Itsuki Koizumi, you're a moron for making girls think you've confessed to them when you actually didn't!